just dunno how

is ok to not chat with me...
every time i just say i just want want to know why...
that's it... that not much that i ask from u....
i dint blame u from the beginning....
i know is a hard time for both of us now....
even i have my own problem to solve...

i don't want u for just feel poor (kesian)for me then only do like that....
if u just scare me sad...
i will find my own way to not let it happen....
don't do like that...
is not helping...is not working...
now all i ask myself...
am i do the wrong thing from the beginning???

i understand u...but it just seems like u don't understand me.....
what i want is not like this...
the word happy that i say is not like this...
don't just feel poor then sms with me...
it wont help...it just make me feel I'm doing the wrong thing...
i will find my own happiness is things dint work out for both of us...
dun feel poor for me... do what u want to do...
thats the real happy that i mean....

how touching~~

i never thought that will happen this way....
for just some sadness....
she think alot...
she cares alot....
now i feel like i'm the one who makes her sad...
and also make her stress...
all i want for just to be happy together....
that's all.....

although not everything goes the way i want...
or should i say we want....
but i'm here to say that....
i will give u time...
there's no rush between us...
just be happy everyday...
as long as u happy..
then so am i...

it is so touching that u say like that...
i feel so happy that u so care of me...
but sadly that i have give u so much trouble....
really wish that we can have it....
i will give u time....
happy is all that matter^^