Saturday, November 5, 2011

new hair style

6/11/2011
this morning i dunno what to eat.... then so ask my bro...
he say gonna cut hair... so i join loo...
just want kaki to eat><... since i also want to cut hair...
then just early abit cut la...
after eat... this is the result of my hair... =.=

front view
side view
back view

it look kinda ok... but i dont get use to it with this new hair style...=.=
maybe is too "in" dy... not my style gua~
hope wont very weird looking when i go out... Zzz





lost

so fast 2 years back from ns...
i thought i can quit blog... but i have just no where to complain without some asshole feedback
so i just have to come back here and complain..><
the past is just like a dream..
just like the blink of the eye i enter MMU for 1 year and 3 month...
then now i quit because of the stress...

kinda feel like i damn useless...
what i only do is just fail my parent hope from me...
i dun wish to break the hope my family again so i have to study insurance that my mom always hope me to study....
but time by time... i cant focus on it...
the more i read.. the harder i focus...
i guess i just a useless boy forever...

now i looking for new sch and new target...
but things always not as easy as we see...
i guess i just have to roll the dice and move on...
now i starting with teach my friend english...

i try to hard to help her pass her MUET exam....
i dun wish that someone get help from me will fail....
at least that make me feel i still have a place to stand...
but she just keep on lazy mood and ignore me when she back home...
i understand that u wish to have a relax moment in ur house
but how long that u can relax if u not yet settle ur stuff??

if u dont even worry about ur own stuff... who or why am i worry for u??
maybe i should just close my eye and leave it...
this is what i have to say to myself... it make me feel better...
just dont give me trouble when something happen...
is not like i owe u... Zzz