just dunno how

is ok to not chat with me...
every time i just say i just want want to know why...
that's it... that not much that i ask from u....
i dint blame u from the beginning....
i know is a hard time for both of us now....
even i have my own problem to solve...

i don't want u for just feel poor (kesian)for me then only do like that....
if u just scare me sad...
i will find my own way to not let it happen....
don't do like that...
is not helping...is not working...
now all i ask myself...
am i do the wrong thing from the beginning???

i understand u...but it just seems like u don't understand me.....
what i want is not like this...
the word happy that i say is not like this...
don't just feel poor then sms with me...
it wont help...it just make me feel I'm doing the wrong thing...
i will find my own happiness is things dint work out for both of us...
dun feel poor for me... do what u want to do...
thats the real happy that i mean....