lost

so fast 2 years back from ns...

i thought i can quit blog... but i have just no where to complain without some asshole feedback

so i just have to come back here and complain..><

the past is just like a dream..

just like the blink of the eye i enter MMU for 1 year and 3 month...

then now i quit because of the stress...

kinda feel like i damn useless...

what i only do is just fail my parent hope from me...

i dun wish to break the hope my family again so i have to study insurance that my mom always hope me to study....

but time by time... i cant focus on it...

the more i read.. the harder i focus...

i guess i just a useless boy forever...

now i looking for new sch and new target...

but things always not as easy as we see...

i guess i just have to roll the dice and move on...

now i starting with teach my friend english...

i try to hard to help her pass her MUET exam....

i dun wish that someone get help from me will fail....

at least that make me feel i still have a place to stand...

but she just keep on lazy mood and ignore me when she back home...

i understand that u wish to have a relax moment in ur house

but how long that u can relax if u not yet settle ur stuff??

if u dont even worry about ur own stuff... who or why am i worry for u??

maybe i should just close my eye and leave it...

this is what i have to say to myself... it make me feel better...

just dont give me trouble when something happen...

is not like i owe u... Zzz