art/my problem

izit me or is art??
izit true or it isn't?
izit faith or izit not??

everytime i try my best to do something right it always turn out worse then i though...
i cant afford for another failure... i just cant...
alot ppl will look down me and alot will be dissapointed...
if god will bless then where the fuck is the blessing??
event blessing can delay??

DAMN it!!! just hate everything in this world...
who is the fuck ass man who make this world study only will find a better job... i will seriously dig that asshole grave