art/my problem

izit me or is art??
izit true or it isn't?
izit faith or izit not??

everytime i try my best to do something right it always turn out worse then i though...
i cant afford for another failure... i just cant...
alot ppl will look down me and alot will be dissapointed...
if god will bless then where the fuck is the blessing??
event blessing can delay??

DAMN it!!! just hate everything in this world...
who is the fuck ass man who make this world study only will find a better job... i will seriously dig that asshole grave

同一句话不同人讲变成笑话了

两个人吵架了...先说 ‘‘对不起" 的不是认输 , 而是更珍惜这段友情
是吗？？你真的明白这句吗？？ 那么久你连一句对不起都没对我说...
在你眼中都是我错完的啦...
【两个人吵架了...先说 ‘‘对不起" 的不是认输 , 而是更珍惜这段友情】
这句话不知为什么在你口中变成笑话了～

～看开点吧～

做人为什么要那么的固执？？
做人为什么要那么的不开心？？
做人为什么要那么的计较？？
做人为什么要那么的去比较？？

做人开开心心不好吗？？
做人看开一点不好吗？？
过去的已经过去了，已经是不能改变的
那么就去接受吧，可能前面有更好的呢～

人是要向前看的不是一直留在原地
学会看开这世界就没什么事是大不了的～

~其实~

其实我一直都不相信你对他没感觉...
我开始都不知道你们每天玩暧昧...你跟我说你们家乡是这样的
就算是玩玩下的暧昧都不会每天玩吧??

我在想其实如果不是你先在说我的坏话我会看你的东西吗？？
你说是我一手破坏的，但不是你先走第一步的吗？？
想回去如果不是你先说我的坏话我是会当没事发生然后 logout...
我不知是不是有了他你开始变了，或有了他你不需要我了你就这样对我
但我发现你骗我的第一天我开始不知你那个话是真的那一个假的,
如果我所想的都是真的那你比我更可怕...

你还记得吗？？我们有一天看到爱情的故事...
爱情就像选石头一样,如果你一直拿来比较一定会没完没了,永远找不到最后一个
如果你是在把我和任何人比较的话我一定会说
那你不是就是在一直拿石头来比较吗??
我希望是我多心,但每样东西加在一起我看我多心的机会都很难了

end of the year

so fast 2011 gonna end lu~
alot have change this year
i think i spend most money this year
i need to change alot of thing, buy new branded cloth, hp, shoe, bla bla bla....

but this year i cant study well, but spend super well...
i wonder whats wrong with me this year...
feel like is like a dream for the whole year...

just hope 2012 is a better year for me
and hope i', going to the right way
i dun really wish to regret on what i choose

new hair style

6/11/2011

this morning i dunno what to eat.... then so ask my bro...

he say gonna cut hair... so i join loo...

just want kaki to eat><... since i also want to cut hair...

then just early abit cut la...

after eat... this is the result of my hair... =.=

front view

side view

back view

it look kinda ok... but i dont get use to it with this new hair style...=.=

maybe is too "in" dy... not my style gua~

hope wont very weird looking when i go out... Zzz

lost

so fast 2 years back from ns...

i thought i can quit blog... but i have just no where to complain without some asshole feedback

so i just have to come back here and complain..><

the past is just like a dream..

just like the blink of the eye i enter MMU for 1 year and 3 month...

then now i quit because of the stress...

kinda feel like i damn useless...

what i only do is just fail my parent hope from me...

i dun wish to break the hope my family again so i have to study insurance that my mom always hope me to study....

but time by time... i cant focus on it...

the more i read.. the harder i focus...

i guess i just a useless boy forever...

now i looking for new sch and new target...

but things always not as easy as we see...

i guess i just have to roll the dice and move on...

now i starting with teach my friend english...

i try to hard to help her pass her MUET exam....

i dun wish that someone get help from me will fail....

at least that make me feel i still have a place to stand...

but she just keep on lazy mood and ignore me when she back home...

i understand that u wish to have a relax moment in ur house

but how long that u can relax if u not yet settle ur stuff??

if u dont even worry about ur own stuff... who or why am i worry for u??

maybe i should just close my eye and leave it...

this is what i have to say to myself... it make me feel better...

just dont give me trouble when something happen...

is not like i owe u... Zzz